Not Happy
Ugh. I'm not happy. Not in the least. On line-wise, anyway.
Or mainly just on neo, anyway.
I'm slipping into that "I don't exist, no one gives a crap about me" mode again and there's nothing I can do to stop it. And this just mainly applies to neopets (and furcadia slightly). I have no issues on here at the moment. :/
Ugh. Butyeah.
So there's been this big deal going on lately about
being frozen. And I can understand what the big deal is. She's an amazing artist and great person and she got frozen for stupid reasons RIGHT after having her account UNfrozen. But everyone's making such a huge deal about it. And it's just really making it obvious to me how little people would care if /I/ got frozen. -_- Isn't that horrible? Me, me, me.
Mm. Well, live with it. Today's been complete crap and I'm not in the mood to be a good person, so naturally the worst of me is getting out right now.
Getting back on topic, when she first got frozen, she started a petition to get her account back. And like...20384028430284302384 peope signed it. And thinking back to that petition and how many people signed it, it's just like...wow. If I got frozen and started a petition, 20, maybe 30 people would sign it. Everyone else would be like "Who's kairiko?"
Normally, I'd just say, okay. I'll just take a break from neo. But gawd. The fact that nobody would give a crap if I left just bothers me too much to let me leave.
I mean...I make a board, and it dies at like the second page. My friends don't even come to my boards, even though I always go to theirs. And while they make a board that ends up being like 15 pages, I'll make one and it'll die after two. And if I'm make a board, then it's just going to be ignored-- Even when one of my friends logs on, because THEY make a board which ends up being like 20849284 pages, even when MINE is still up. Though, of course, as soon as they make their board, it quickly dies.
So. I give up on my board and go to theirs'. And yeah. Majority of the time, I'll have fun and get into a good conversation with them there.
But how come it can't be on my board for a change?
And now lately, when I go to their boards, a bunch of times, there are more people there I don't know than I do. And they're all just getting a long having a great time, and it's just like...How come I've never met these people? Ohyeah. Because I'm non-existant.
And there's even times where we'll be debating something and I'll post a statement, and someone will coincidentaly post something very simular right after. And then when someone goes to quote the statement, they flat out ignore mine and quote theirs, even if mine was first.
Just little stuff like that. It's really small, but it's really bothering me. I've always had issues with being ignored, so it just really rubs me the wrong way, no matter how small it is. :/
And there are some other stuff art-wise that's /really/ getting on me that I won't even mention. Just because they really are flat out selfish and rude. I can't help it, though. I'm pretty much a jerk about this kind of stuff. When I get slightly upset, I always end up offending someone.
In fact, I'm willing to be money, this is gonna end up offending someone out there.
I dunno who, but I bet it will.
Trades: Closed
Requests: Closed
Collabs: Closed
Commission: Closed. Paypalplz. :> Unless you have a furc item that interests me.
title="legatoswidow"/> More than half-way done.
I Have To Pee
Devious Comments
Yeah.
I know what you mean. 100%.
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I always feel like a bag of garbage in the morning.
And for the record, I would sign your petition. :3 *Pyro don't want you frozen. c:*
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Ahem.
Idonthinkitshealthy.
And I'm not really talking about feedback on my art. Though, it is REALLY annoying when I need some advice on a peice and I can't because nobody will come to my freaking board, even when I spam my topic title with FREE VOTES.
And as for the "Oh, that person has more friends than me," thing. I could really care less if everyone had a whole flock of friends and I only had one. Just as long as they'd actually come to one of my boards, actually /respond/. -_-
I'd just like for someone to actually stay once and a while. :/
Eh. Well, hopefully, I'll never need that petition.
Though, I'm not gonna freak if I lose my account. I like my side, better, which would become my main if my current one froze.
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I always feel like a bag of garbage in the morning.
*nods* Hopefully. What's the side's name? *doesn't recall ever knowing you had a side* Though that may be due to my occasional lack of observation.
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Ahem.
This is why I don't really go on the BC boards anymore or neo that much...I do sometimes feel ignored when I'm in other peoples boards.. *hugs Kai* You're not alone...
Just don't forget you still got lots of people who support you! You've got amazing art, so I can't really give you feedback
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Lots of people like you. Whenever I see those '
I'm going through the same thing you are but, I think I'm getting over it. I felt like noone knew me and that the ones who knew me didn't know "me". I decided to suck it up and be myself. Hopefully I'll be liked for being me. I wish you luck in having the strength to do so as well.
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It takes a boy to be good.
It takes a man to be a rebel.
Grease and smoke, spread these words.
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